Nothing is the same anymore ….. i don’t feel the same anymore .

• in the beginning everything was amazing ! we had our differences but nothing that was a red flag . everything went so fast . feelings and emotions . knowing what i’ve been through i just let things flow . you know back in the day i used to question everything . in this situation i didn’t . everything was new to me . even though it was new i didn’t care about what others had to say . i believe love comes when it wants and with who it wants . that’s something you can’t stop . from the day he told me he was taking T i accepted him for him . i even asked him if i could even take this new journey he was experiencing with him . everything was good . from him showing me all kinds of attention, those good text messages and those unexpected paragraphs he sent . we made the decision to get together and move in . you know they say you really get to know a person when you move in with them . i can agree . let me tell you this is one thing i can say i cannot explain . things have turned into a 180 ! nothing is the same anymore ….. i don’t feel the same anymore .