Wrote 5:00Pm &’ Sent At 5:07Pm

• i appreciate your honesty . i also respect that you know what you want and don’t want . when it comes to myself and how i am i don’t know if i am going to be able to keep dealing with you on this kind of level . i feel like everything was mislead in my eyes and what was said isn’t the reality . i didn’t start communicating with you just to have sex and waste time . i don’t want to start catching more feelings, looking stupid and wasting my time . when a person says what you told me just means that not right now means not ever . i’ve dealt with too much and my mental state of mind and emotions mean more to me than anything else . i shouldn’t have expected anything different but i thought just maybe it would be . it’s really fucked up because all of this is new to me and it’s not going right . i rather not do it at all . it’s nothing against you or anything . i completely respect how you feel . i hope you can understand where i’m coming from .